Monday, September 4th, 2006
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4:06 am
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Its late and i'm bloging
Hmmm well its late like 4:00 in the morning and i'm awake so really its time to blog.I like bloging because i kinda like writing too myself but leting other people see it which is what bloging is kinda.Life has been crazy lately and its really a long story but obviously i've got time and it will end up saving me a lot of reapeting the story. So basically my mother went crazy interesting huh. Well i guess she did'nt really go "crazy" because she waa always that way it just became obvous as i got older. I left i just did it i did'nt think about i did'nt feel any pain or guilt in doing so. In fact i was happy when i did to think that i was finally free haha. I've been told i'm strong for doing what i did but really it was'nt that hard because i guess i'm in "survival" mode detaching from my feelings in order too move forward it helps in certain situations but when it comes too knowing whats going on in my own head it makes things a little difficult. I can't really explain why i do things because of it. Is beginniing at times to feel like i have no personality at all and i'm really just an empty shell but i know that is'nt true because i can feel myself in there deep down inside somewhere locked away. I'm working on that now that i'm away from my mother more. I'm staying with a friend ( Tk ) and i feel good about how things went but i'm not done i still have too make it so my mother can't just take me back whenever she decides too. Thats life and it goes on but i'm gonna write this in the hopes that it makes me feel better which it does.
That last post was a draft that accidently got deleted i posted late anyway.
P.S. Thank you feefo for the new background. As little as i use it.
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4:04 am
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All right i'm gonna make this quick because il right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watcl right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has suckedl right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded bel right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basl right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww.l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry wil right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the stranel right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing arol right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing around with my laundry basket full of clothes.l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing around with my laundry basket full of clothes.Thats how i've l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing around with my laundry basket full of clothes.Thats how i've been so far and heres a proverb for the week or sol right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing around with my laundry basket full of clothes.Thats how i've been so far and heres a proverb for the week or so Fate deals with two decks of cards al right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing around with my laundry basket full of clothes.Thats how i've been so far and heres a proverb for the week or so Fate deals with two decks of cards and there both fixed. I came up withl right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing around with my laundry basket full of clothes.Thats how i've been so far and heres a proverb for the week or so Fate deals with two decks of cards and there both fixed. I came up with that myself a by-l right i'm gonna make this quick because i'm being chased by evil monkeys with stop watches.Spring break so far has sucked because i'm a nerd without enough nerdy friends too hang out with.in oterwords i haven't done anything much.i'm a little grounded because i'm failing some classes.My basement somehow flooded with sewage EEEEwww so ican't do laundry. That would probably be the cause of the strange dream i had where i was bussing around with my laundry basket full of clothes.Thats how i've been so far and heres a proverb for the week or so Fate deals with two decks of cards and there both fixed. I came up with that myself a by-product of thinking too much. Bye
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Monday, February 20th, 2006
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11:20 pm - mmmm fuck muffin
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Well today i skated and did some other stuff i also relized that the next girl that likes me and is cool i'm going out with because i tired of waiting for someone who i'm never going to get with this does not include ali(ohh no don't all jump at once girls) and umm no fighting unless its in mud just kiding i'm not a masoginast guys ok have an awesome day viewers of this journal and i liked my other icon better.
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006
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4:05 am - The first of many
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Ok just so everyone knows its been about 2 or 3 years since its actually been me posting. This is for 2 reasons 1. Lack of friends with livejournals and 2. no internet connection. So hooray for friends computers and friends who are geeky (no offense to anyone reading this). Lets see alots happened in 2 years actually its what you would expect i won't get into it right now because it would take awhile. Basically i'm a much more interesting person lets leave it at that. Thank you feefo for making my icons and posting things i should have said keep it up (Maybe).
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Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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7:18 pm - The Amazing Farfo has done it again....
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Okay, Isaaac wishes you all a Happy Chanukkah, because I said so. Havara Gani! (sp?) Feliz Navidad!
~El Farfo
current mood:  dios mio
current music: Nananananananananananananana. Me.
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Friday, December 9th, 2005
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7:49 pm - this is not Isaac, no, this is a mealworm...
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what's Gaia?
~Farfo
current mood: yeesh
current music: the Time Warp
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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2:17 pm - um yeah
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well i've had this journal for awhile but i hadn't posted in it.so i'm gonna try to post alot bye go gaia!
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